

Damn I can't believe how long its been since I wrote in my journal, God knows I miss my computer. So much has been going on with me, I still havent found my dream job and my plans to move have been post poned til the end of the summer, I have had so much time to just think, which is always good for the soul, I finally stopped smoking (weed) ah, guess you can say I got other things on my mind then getting high all day, I got a new man in my life, I love him to peices, I've known him for awhile now, so it's only natural we became more then friends, well actually about time, I love him though, because he was my friend before anything, and once a relationship is built on lies, it cant sustain. So what I thought was love before was only a fallacy of what love was supposed to be. Other then this, I just been reading, walking and job searching, also working on getting my car and getting me an apt. So much is still up in the air with me, besides enjoying this hot ass weather and talking to my man, my mind is constantly wondering on what it is my heart wants todo, I'm considering taking some acting classes here and getting in the studio. Hollywood is only on hold for now, but I will be getting my poems together and drafting my book to see about getting it published. I guess you can say I'm loving life right about now, the lord is still calling me into his direction, so I'm happily ready to greet him and see what it is he has in store for me.
Anyway, I miss books! and my Turtle BonBon, soon as I get my pc back and shit I will be on here to update more often, until then toodles ... lovely girl wonder `
Jackieee I love your pink colors girl! Sigh now I'm jealous! You have all the pink, and I don't! I can never find the right pink! Not even Luster's pink! Ain't that a blip! LOL I'm glad you came back!