What you thought I was gone? smile` I bet .. aint neva gonna happen, ur girl here to stay! A true Goddess neva fails to keep a nigga or a broad on her toes. I just been busy with work and gettin my shiiiT! together, all is good with me doe, I promise you all that I will be doin it big real soon! a year from now I will be in another state gettin my grind on with acting, singing and my fashion line. I actually started to write my book "Blackicide" so I am pretty excited about this. I have so much talent that I just need to put all my effort and time into my dreams. I know I know, I speak on this a lot, but one told me that the only way to make a dream come true is to constantly say it, think it, breathe it and believe in it and believe me I do!

Asides from all that, I been working and saving money, I dont know where I am moving in june but I will be out of Minnesota for good, its time to spread my wings and fly on my own. I am so ready too yall. I feel so different I cant explain it, I can see things now that my mother and father would tell me about but  I was too young to see the full view of there words, but I am older now so I can see ... more clearly. So I guess I am trying to get the world prepared for Jacks big arrival! ah! I am so serious too, like a heart attack, aint no stopping me!

Men! blah .. I aint even worryed bout that shit no more, I got to much shit on my plate to worry about a nigga, I guess right now I am on something else, I see now that a man needs to cherish me, I am a precious gem and any man who is with me has to know this and treat me as such, but I guess since I'm on a mission, I dont have to much time for a man. There will be plenty of time to be stressed about a nigga and now aint the time, I cant believe how dumb I have been, when it comes to a man and what I would do for one that I thought loved me and come to find out he never loved me nor seen me for me, shit I cant begin to tell you how many times I been down that road, the only thing I can say now is that, I am in another chapter of my Autobiograph. Well let me be out for now` I love all who shows me unconditional love and love those who hate me even more, because I really do what I do for, you motivate me by hating.

much love to Books, Bonbon, Khadija .. all my peeps` jacks is on a mission and u thought u knew what I was bout` ah! think again.